Dans

It's been a very long time since I updated last.

Whats been happening.

I've met a few cool new people.

I realized how good some friends were that
I didn't really pay much attention too.

Cara and I broke up.

I'm switching schools I guess.
I'm not sure how much I'll like it but whatever I guess...

Today we had finals it blew.
Last night My step dad was being a prick
So I told him to fuck himself and I left.

I'm really tired...and I feel weird..

Yeah so I havent updated in a while..
Friday I went and saw Every time I die
that was great.
Atreyu and chiodos were alright
but Every time I die was great.
Saturday I didn't do all that much and it was nice for a change..
Today I didn't do anything really either..

I feel really shitty..

thats about it nothing new in my life..

peace.

Things don't happen for a reason
Your decisions interpret the effect of actions despite how shitty they may be.
There is no magical mystical shit controlling what happens in your life,
When you get broken up with its not because something better is out there
or when someone you love passes on its not to benefit you...
They're really dead and your really alone.
so fuck off and die

I suck and I'm a failure
as a son,
boyfriend,
friend,
grandson,
nephew,
student,
brother,
and a person.

so fuck off


Thanks for the shit stick.

I just got off work and I'm really pissed off.
It started out like a good day but then it got ruined by something retarded like it usually does.
Cara and I are fighting about stupid shit that never goes away..something new.
I worked yesterday too and then after that I went bowling with people from work it was alright.
Friday I went and played pool with Jesse Dennis and Cassie it was nice seeing them again.
I work tomorrow, its Labor day its going to be busy and gay because
it has to be for me to work.
I'm pretty fucking sick of living
its pissing the shit out of me.
I'm tired and school starts on Tuesday thats exactly how to fix it.
Thursday is my birthday...



Thats it pretty much.

Why give up?
Why give in?
It's not enough?
it never is..
so I will go
on
until the end.

Full name:: Daniel Kelly O'Connor
Home town:: Harrison twp
Birthday:: 9/7/89
Appearance
Hair color:: brownish red
Eye color:: greenish blue.
Height:: 5' 10"
Contacts or glasses:: neither
Piercings:: 0
Do you wear any rings?: nope.
What shoes do you wear?: My plaid pumps.
Just Lately
How are you today?: Kind of depressed
What pants are you wearing?: plaid shorts
What shirt are you wearing?: None
What song are you listening to right now?: Hinder - Lips of an angel
What was the last thing you ate?: Macoroni.
How is the weather right now?: dark.
What time is it?: 1:35 am
More About You
What are the last four digits of your phone?: 0138
If you were a crayon what color would you be?: red
Have you ever almost died?: yeah
Do you like the person you got this survey from?: Yeah shes sexy :)
What makes you happy?: My woman and music.
What's the best advice ever given to you?: You can never take anything to seriously, if you do, you'll miss out on having a good time.
Ever done drugs?: yeah
What sport do you hate the most?: basketball
What sport do you love the most?: sex
How many TVs do you have in your house?: 5
Do you sleep with stuffed animals?: no
Have you ever broken a bone?: no
Who do you tell your dreams to?: Cara and Josh
Your Friends
Who is the...
Loudest?: Joshua
Quietest?: Probably Jimmy Vee.
Weirdest?: Cara
Smartest?: They're all smart about different things.
Funniest?: Danny
Most energetic?: Joshua and Cara
Least energetic?: I don't know
Preppiest?: none we're all gothic :)
Blondest?: Cara
One you can trust with anything?: Cara and Josh
Best friend?: Josh and Cara
Most likely to end up in jail?: Me for something I didn't do..
Cutest?: Cara
Daredevil?: I don't know
Shortest?: Me..
Tallest?: Jimmy Vee.
Would you die for your friends?: yeah
Do you have a crush on any of your friends?: I am in love with one of them...
You and Love
Do you believe in love?: yes
Do you believe in love at first sight?: Yeah
Do you want to get married?: yes
What song do you want to be played at your wedding?: Blue October - Calling You

This/That
Lights on or off:: off
McDonalds or Burger King:: McDonalds..gotta rep
Do you wish on stars?: no
Which finger is your favorite?: My middle one.
What do you think of the person you took this from?: See above Question #20
Do you like your handwriting?: yeah
What's your favorite lunch meat?: turkey
Any bad habits?: yeah
Do you have any embarrasing CDs on your shelf?: nope
If you were another person would you be friends with yourself?: yeah
Are you a daredevil?: yeah sometimes
Do looks matter?: yeah
What do you miss the most right now?: Cara
What are you thinking of right now?: Sleeping
Do you think there's a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow?: no
Do fish have feelings?: yeah
How do you release anger?: I try not to..
Where is your second home?: Cara's house or Josh's house.
Do you trust others easily?: no
What was your favorite toy as a child?: Dragon ball Z action figures
What class in school do you use as "nap time"?: Gov.
Are you in love with someone?: yes, she's amazing.
What's your favorite color(s)?: blue red and orange
What is your least favorite thing in the world?: Ignorant people
Ever been on TV or in the newspaper?: yes
What do you do when you're sad or depressed?: cry or daze
Do you use sarcasm a lot?: yeah
What are your nicknames?: Bitch, Homo, Babe, Baby, Dan Dan the Quiet Sexy Man
Would you bungee jump?: yeah.
Do you untie your shoes when you take them off?: no
What are you worried about right now?: Change for the worst..
Anything else you want to add?: Nope.

Yeah so this weekend was alright...

Friday I got arrested in a case of mistaken identity
the po-po's had me at gun point and they were sitting on my back cuffing me
because I was "armed and dangerous" it was really fucked up..
once they found out that I wasn't who they were looking for they were all like "oh...sorry."
I was like yeah..
Yesterday was Warped Tour it was at Comerica Park it was alright..
it was really confusing since it was such a weird setup, it was so much different then last year.
But umm..it was fun.
I work today kind of gay..
I'm going over to Cara's in a little while cuz she works the same time..
Saw Clerks 2 it was Perfect..the best sequal to my favorite movie that I could have ever asked for. My face is sun burnt its gay..
I'm really tired.. because of it.

I don't know..I guess I really don't have much else to talk about..umm..
I don't know..

Call me..663 0138.
(586) for all you out-of-towners ;).

alright

peace.

I need someone to talk to
anyone..please...

Yeah so it's been a long time since I updated it...
but what's been going on..
I've been working alot that consumes most of my time..
I got to hang out with Squirl for the first time in a while it was good.
I've been hanging out with Cara too..
things are gradually getting better between us...
We're trying to work alot of shit out still but that's life I suppose..

I miss Tabitha Thayer
she should call me before she leaves...:(

I just got off work it's pretty nice.
Warped Tour is next week,
thats going to be good...
I'm really tired..
It seems as though this whole Dani issue is gone..but it wouldn't surprise me if it wasn't..
and umm..thats pretty much it..
Clerks 2 tomorrow...it will be sweet.

Yeah so I've been working at McDonalds for a while..
I just got paid today and I bought a new phone since mine was a piece..
It hasn't been that bad some days have been really busy..
some not so much.
I spent last week at my dad's house because my mom went up north and didn't want me to be happy.
I've pretty much been working everyday since I started at McDonalds which hasn't been too bad
but I don't really get the chance to do anything anymore...
Cara and I have been arguing...
David and Dani have been creating alot of hard times between the two of us..
I'm taking my road test on Friday...and thats pretty much it as far as my life goes..

Yeah.. so I haven't updated in a while..
whats new?

This week is finals and also the last week of school
thank the fucking world.
umm..I got my job at McDonald's finally for those of you
that were anxiously awaiting the conclusion to the McDonalds interview trilogy.
This whole Dani thing still isn't done...though I didn't expect it to be.
umm..
Cara and I are doing good..
I start work next Tuesday.
This Saturday is Bayside..
I really want to go.

I guess thats all right now.

I'm outtie

peace.

Why did all of this happen...

Things are going very badly right now.
I'm very upset
and things just seem to keep happening to make it all worse..
My mom is making me feel like complete shit
along with everyone else in the world
I hate school I wish it would leave me alone..
I can't get a job and that is causing alot of bitching
and I need the job to get my mom away from
the other situation..
I love Cara..things have been hard for us lately..
This is so unfair..why is everything like this..

Cara I love you so much..

High school= Lanse creuse Highschool

Junior High School= middle school central

Favorite Place= walking around at night.

Favorite Soda= Dr. Pepper

Favorite Band= Vendetta Red...how I miss them so..

Favorite Animal= Anteater

Favorite Weather= either very heavy raining or sun

Do you wish you could live somewhere else= sometimes..

Do you want more piercings= Yes

Do you want a tattoo= yeah

Do you like Cleaning= for about 3 minutes then I get distracted

Last talked to= Dale

Last thought= I'm really bored.

Last showered= this morning

Last movie watched= Urban Legends Bloody Mary

FOR OR AGAINST

Long distant releationships= against

Killing People= against

Teenage smoking= I don't care.

Gay Marriage= More power to you if you love someone

Abortion= I don't really care

HAVE YOU
Ever cried over a girl or boy= yeah

Ever been arrested= No

Ever had a friend die= no

Ever dated a cousin= hah yeah..long long time ago

Ever used a gun= yeah

Ever finished a puzzle= yeah

Ever got surgery= yeah

Ever got beat up= nope

Ever hated someone= yeah

Ever made a huge mistake= yeah...

Ever jogged a mile= yes


LAST PERSON WHO
Slept in your bed= me

Saw you cry= Cara

Made you cry = ...

Yelled at you= Probably Cara

PICK ONE
Blue or Red= red
Spring or Fall= fall
Summer or Winter= summer

RANDOM STUFF
Criminal record= nope
Do you speak any other languages fluently= No
Piercings and where= none yet..
How old do you look= I'm told 17 or 18?
How old do you act= I'm not sure.
Do you have any pets= yeah 2 cats and a Cara
Do you get embarrassed= yeah
What upsets you= Stupid things


Q. What's your current relationship status?
A. taken.

Q. What exactly are you wearing right now?
A. orange shirt and jeans

Q. What is your current problem
A. I'm an asshole

Q. What do you love most?
A. Cara

Q. If you could go back in time, and change something, what would it be?
A. Most of my life..

Q. If you MUST be an animal for ONE day, what would it be?
A. A fucking Anteater! no questions asked.

Q. Ever have a near death experience?
A. yes alot

Q. Name an obvious quality you have?
A. I'm sensitive..

Q. What's the name of the song that's stuck in your head
A. The Future Freaks Me Out - Motion City Soundtrack

Q. Who will copy and paste this first?
A. i don't know

Q. Name someone with the same b-day as you:
A. My grandma's dog..that died.

Q. Have you ever vandalized someone's private property?
A. yes

Q. Have you ever sang in front of a large audience?
A. yes

Q. Has anyone ever said you looked like a celebrity?
A. yeah..fuckin drake bell among others..

Q. Are you comfortable with your height?
A. I could be taller..

Q. What is your favorite smell?
A. I'm not sure

Q. Have you ever been rushed into the emergency room?
A. yeah

Q. what color shirt are you wearing?:
A. orange

Q. name one thing that you do everyday?:
A. sleep

Q. Who got you to join myspace?
A. me..stumbling across it.

Q. What city was your last taxi cab ride in?
A. never been.

Q. Would you have a problem if your friend went after your ex boyfriend/girlfriend?
A. not really.

Yeah so it's friday.. and I got my wisdom teeth out this morning.
I got to miss school and my appointment was at like 9.
Thry put me under and when they finished and had woken up,
I apparently was hitting on all the nurses and I told my mom that my mouth felt like a vagina...
I, of course, remember none of this.
But yeah it's been a pretty lame day..
My cheeks aren't swelling and I'm in very little pain so thats pretty lucky.
I've had to sit around all day taking vicodin and penicillin.
Unfortunatley until my mouth stops bleeding and it heals up, I'm not going to
be allowed to go anywhere which sucks huge dick.
Cara came and hung out with me for a while today
I love her.
Last week was spring break...
and I had gone to that intense Fall out boy concert.
It was pretty sweet.
There was some hardcore shit going on...I'm not gonna lie.
I got to hang out with Tabitha a few days ago..that was cool
We haven't gotten to hang out in quite a while..so yeah.
I guess I'm playing with Steve and Dale in the talent show that should be cool.
Umm..Yesterday I hung out with Cara and Amanda.
but yeah back to the story..


I hate sitting at home doing nothing.
No one is online...everyone is out doing something
I have no one to talk to right now...it's lame.
If all goes well I'll be able to leave the house tomorrow
and do cool things..
well I guess I'm out.

Peace.

yeahyeahyeahyeahyeah.

Yeah it's finally spring break and I haven't updated in a while.
I'm so happy about that.

Well let's see it was a pretty lame week last week.
Some of it was fun.
Matt Nikke Megan and Joshua are gonna be out of town
all week so thats kind of lame.
But let's see

Friday:
Hung out with Jimmy Vee and Steve
then
I went to Cara's house
then she went to work
after that I went to the movies
with Jim and Joshua
we saw Scary Movie it was alright.

Today:
I hung out with Cara
then I went to the mall
and applied for some places
I saw Jessie Kelly that was cool I haven't seen her in a while.
Then I came home and hung out.
and now I'm just chilling.

Tomorrow is Easter and
I'm supposed to go to Cara's house.
I'm going to be meeting some of her family...
Hopefully they'll like me..
I love her alot.

well I guess I'm done

Peace out this way ---------->

Yeah so I don't know I'm rather upset at the moment I'm tired of feeling like this...

Yeah I'm just living..
hanging out with people
Cara and I are still going good I love her.
We've had late arrivals those have been alright..
I don't know what else to put.











I'm afraid.

Appearance
[ ] I am shorter than 5'4.
[x] I have scars.
[ ] I tan easily.
[x] I wish my hair was a different color.
[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[x] I have/I've had braces.
[ ] I have more than 2 piercings.
[ ] I have piercings in places besides my ears.
[ ] I have freckles.

Family/Home Life
[x] I've run away from home.
[ ] I've been kicked out of the house.
[x] My parents are not together.
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[x] I want to have kids someday.
[ ] I've had children.
[ ] I've lost a child.

School/Work
[x] I'm in school.
[x] In the summer I have a job.
[x] I've fallen asleep at work/school.
[x] I almost always do my homework.
[ ] I got a perfect attendance award.
[ ] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last year.
[ ] I failed more than 1 class last year.
[ ] I've stolen something from my job.
[ ] I've been fired.

Embarrassment
[ ] I've slipped out a "lol" in a spoken conversation.
[x] Disney movies still make me cry.
[ ] I've peed from laughing.
[x] I've snorted while laughing.
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[x] I've glued my hand to something.
[ ] I've laughed till some kind of beverage came out of my nose.
[x] I've had my pants rip in public.

Health
[x] I've gotten stitches.
[ ] I've had broken a bone.
[ ] I've had my tonsils removed.
[x] I've sat in a doctors office with a friend.
[ ] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[x] I've had a surgery.
[x] I've had chicken pox.

Traveling
[x] I've riden over 200 miles in one day.
[x] I've been on a plane.
[x] I've been to Canada.
[ ] I've been to Mexico.
[x] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] I've been to Japan.
[ ] I've Celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[ ] I've been to Europe.
[ ] I've been to Africa.
[ ] I've been to the Eiffel Tower.

Experiences
[x] I've gotten lost in my city.
[x] I've seen a shooting star.
[x] I've wished on a shooting star.
[ ] I've seen a meteor shower.
[x] I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
[x] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[x] I've been to a casino.
[ ] I've been skydiving.
[x] I've played spin the bottle.
[x] I've been in a car crash.
[x] I've been Skiing.
[x] I've been in a play.
[x] I've met someone in person from the internet.
[x] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[ ] I've seen the Northern Lights.
[x] I've sat on a roof top at night.
[x] I've played chicken.
[x] I've played a prank on someone.
[ ] I've ridden in a taxi.
[x] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[x] I've eaten sushi.
[x] I've been snowboarding.

Honesty/Crime
[x] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't.
[x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[x] I've snuck out of my house.
[x] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[x] I've cheated while playing a game.
[x] I've cheated on a test/quiz.
[x] I've run a red light.
[ ] I've been arrested.

Crying/Self Esteem
[ ] I am/have been anorexic or bulemic.
[x] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.
[x] I sometimes hate myself.
[x] I want somebody to slit my throat, right now.

Materialism
[x] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[ ] I own an iPod or MP3 player.
[ ] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga.
[ ] I own MULTIPLE designer purses, costing over $100 a piece.
[x] I own something from Hot Topic.
[x] I own something from Pac Sun.
[ ] I used to collect comic books.
[ ] I own something from The Gap.
[ ] I own something I got on e-bay.
[ ] I own something from Abercrombie.
[x] I own something from American Eagle.
[x] I own something from Hollister.

Random
[ ] I've stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
[ ] I open up to others easily.
[ ] I watch the news.
[x] I dont kill bugs.
[ ] I hate hearing songs that dont rhyme
[x] I sing in the shower.
[ ] I am a morning person.
[x] I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
[x] I'm a snob about grammar.
[ ] I'm a sports fanatic.
[ ] I love/like being neat.
[ ] I like Spam.
[ ] I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day.
[ ] I bake well.
[x] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue.
[x] I would wear pajamas to school.
[ ] I like Martha Stewart.
[x] I know how to shoot a gun.
[ ] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[x] I laugh at my own jokes.
[ ] I eat fast food weekly.
[x] I believe in ghosts.
[x] I am online 24/7, even as an away message.
[x] I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
[x] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[x] I am really ticklish.
[ ] I love white chocolate.
[x] I bite my nails.
I play video games.
[x] I'm good at remembering faces.
[x] I'm good at remembering names
[ ] I forget people's names.
[x] I've called people some other name.
[x] I'm good at remembering dates
[ ] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
[x] My answers are totally honest

I haven't updated in a while so I figured I'd do that..

Let's see...
Still going out with Cara next week will be a month
It's been great, I Love Her :).

I hung out with Matt and Joshua today that was cool..then we hung out with Megan and Nikke for awhile,
then Nikke dropped me off at home and I got out of the car and I started screaming at Megan telling her I was going to kick the shit out of her and shit like that (emotionally of course,) and my neighbor came outside to make sure no one was getting snuffed...it was funny.

We finally finished To Kill A Mockingbird It's about fuckin time
I was getting sick of that shit.

Hung out with Tabby and her boyfriend Danny a few times too.
He's a cool guy.

Went to a few Forty Lashes shows they were cool.

umm...I've just been doing things like that nothing really exciting...
so yeah...

I don't know I guess I'm done.